In a candid interview with The New York Times, Shawn Mendes has opened up about his recent mental health break and his journey back to music. After stepping away from the spotlight for two years, the singer is returning to the stage on his own terms, focusing on healing and personal growth.

Before his hiatus, Mendes had a successful trajectory, with projections suggesting his 2022-2023 World Tour could have generated around $100 million. However, the pressures of fame took a toll, leading him to prioritize his mental health over financial success. “The shows I could get through and find beauty in them, but when I would step off stage, I just didn’t recognize myself,” he shared. “I was a shell—like talking to a wall.”

Mendes described the pain of letting fans down, admitting, “Letting people down sucks, but it was a huge lesson in becoming an adult.” He emphasized that navigating the complexities of life often involves hurt and disappointment, not just for oneself but for others as well.

The singer also reflected on his high-profile relationship with pop star Camila Cabello, acknowledging the deep connection they share. “If something were to happen in my family or to me, she’d probably be the first person I call to this day. Our relationship is teaching me what love means in a big way.” Their romance and subsequent breakup have highlighted the challenges artists face while maintaining personal relationships in the public eye.

As Mendes prepares to launch his fifth album, set for release on November 15th, he is approaching this new phase with a fresh perspective. “Healing takes time—more than you want—but it’s beautiful because you can be healing and expressing at the same time,” he said. “You can be joyful and grieving simultaneously.” This idea resonates with many, as it reflects the reality of balancing emotions during difficult times.

Surrounded by the love and support of his family, Mendes is choosing to perform in more intimate venues, allowing for a deeper connection with his audience. “It’s more music, more love,” he promised, as he embarks on this new chapter.

Shawn Mendes’s openness about his mental health journey serves as a reminder of the importance of prioritizing well-being in the fast-paced world of fame. We look forward to his upcoming album and wish him continued strength and success on his path to healing.